Moody

I can be NOT giving an eff about stuffs.

And when I don't give a damn, I really don't give a damn. It's not actually my favourite mode but if things are starting to trigger me in so many wrong ways then yes, this is the best mode I should be in.

This isn't a breakdown or anything but I'M SO STRESSED OUT AT THE MOMENT and it's not even an unfamiliar situation considering that it's my second year here. We've all been through it last year and obviously during college period.

I'm in so much denial that whenever people asks me "How are you doing?" I instantly reply with "I'm fine" "okay je" or any other words that can facilitate the illusion that "I'm fine". Only 2/3 times that when I reply with "I'm fine", truly means that I'm totally fine. 1/3 of it just means that I'm going out of my mind and a hug right now wouldn't be the worst thing that I could ask.

But this week is just too much. So I've cracked. You know like Gretchen Wiener type cracked.

Currently on my break from studying right now and so thought of doing some venting here.

*Doing Luan's hand gesture* Chanting Fuck it!

Ploop.

Darren Chris' voice is so mantap. I prefer his voice than the rest of the casts. Well his and Mr Shue's.



On a side note, this year I'm rooting for this guy, Phillip Phillips. Fingers crossed that he'll win but every year, the contestant that I've been rooting ended up second place or got eliminated before the final. But who cares. To each his own. Masing-masing ada citarasa sendiri. I don't need to write a long post about him to say that he has a great voice and he should win. His performances speak for themselves.

Being sad takes a lot of effort

True that.

STOP BEING SAD!

"Your life is not a *bleep* hell hole! Is your life a VAGINA?!"

Hahhaha. Tergelak besar at that part.



Chant with this guy whenever you're feeling stressed!